Today, I tried to do something beyond my comfort zone; I washed my clothes, and while making “kusot” (scrubbing) my board shorts, I feel God asking me, “Do you know that I’m holding you at the palm of my hands?” (Isaiah 49:16)
Me: Yes, I know that very much God.
God: Do you know that I’m also holding and guarding your heart? (Philippians 4:7)
Me: Usapang lovelife ba to God? Maaga pa, but I know that. (Is this talk about my love life God? It’s still early, but I know that.)
God: Are you ready if I entrust it to a man? (Ruth 3:1-5)
Me: Not yet God, but as I said, it’s Your will, Your time, Your way, and Your man.
God: What if a man after my heart finds your heart with me? (Ruth 3:6-13)
Me (anxious): Seriously? Where God?
God was silent, and I felt Him smiling at me. I flip my board shorts and “tadaaaah!” the brand appears “Wave Zone”
Me: (wishful thinking – Is he a surfer???) It’s wrong to assume God, but I trust in You.
God: My faithful daughter, just always remember that my plans for you will prosper you and will not harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29: 11)
Me: Saka na yang lovelife God, labada muna ako now; struggle ko to eh.
(Let’s talk about love life next time God, let me have laundry for now; this is my struggle.)
God: For delighting in me in whatever season you are in, you will have the desires of your heart very soon. (Psalm 37:4)
Me: I know. I trust You, for You hold my heart and my life at the palm of Your hands. ♥