I will be Still

August 7, 2012

Manila and other Luzon  Provinces, Philippines

Flood, Landslide, Nonstop Rain, Death, Missing People, Lost, Devastation, Thousands of Families lost their homes, Hospitals are flooded and full, Evacuation centers are full, Resources and Food are scarce,  Many people are stranded in the flooded streets, State of Calamity …

My words will never be enough to describe what is happening in my country, so I let these pictures speak with what is going on around me…




But despite all of these things that is happening around me, I am here at home, comfortable and safe with my family, praying…

Then God reminded me of His words,

“Be still, and know that I am God” – Psalm 46:10 (NIV)

And so I sing to the Lord,

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

                                                  -Still by Hillsong

As I sleep tonight, I am not sure if the flood and the heavy rains will be leaving by tomorrow, all I know is that my God never leaves His people.



Under our umbrellas…

When I was a little girl, I really loved to play under the rain that sometimes I’d rather walk from school without an umbrella even it is raining. I just usually bring my raincoat to cover my books, but gone were my childhood days. I’m old enough to play with the rain. I’m 22 and still considers myself young but etiquette would dictate me that it’s a bit improper to simply let go of my umbrella and hop into the rain.

Maybe gone were the moments of playing under the rain, but that doesn’t mean we can’t appreciate the rain any longer. In life, we can’t deny the fact that there will be times that we have to walk through the rain.  We can go playing under the rain or simply walk under it with our umbrellas. 

The rain is a wonderful shower from heaven, and during rainy days,  we can have different options on how to walk through it.

Holding our umbrellas tightly.

Most of the time we are like this. We walk under the heavy rains and still continue walking holding tightly our umbrellas even if we are already soaked and wet by the rain. We reached our destinations desperately because our umbrellas weren’t able to fully protect us from the rain.

In life, we are also like this. The storms came, the wind blew hard, and rain falls heavily, yet we continue to walk holding tightly our umbrellas pretending that we can get through all of this covering the fact that we are already soaked with the burden that it brought.

Life’s lesson: When your umbrellas can’t take it, let go.

Setting the umbrella aside.

Many times we are also like this. We set aside our umbrellas and finally trying to brace the fact that it can’t protect us any longer. We set aside our umbrellas to experience the rain and walk through it, but still we are holding our umbrellas and afraid to finally let it go.

Same thing in life, we say we embraced the rain, yet we can’t fully let go of our umbrellas. We still find it hard to walk on the rain and get past through it without our tiny coverings.

Life’s lesson: When you already let go, move on.

Throwing it out.

Yes we can’t take it any longer; we finally throw off our umbrellas and walked playing through the rain.

In life, when we can’t take it any longer, we finally throw all the things that hinders us from conquering the rains and fully let go enjoying what we have in the moment and embracing the fact that the rain will be over soon.

Life’s lesson: When we can’t take it anymore just let go, move on and seize the moment.

Life offers us different things every day. We can’t have the rain every day, and we can’t have the bright sun all the time as well. The rain will be over soon, and the sun will surely come out anytime. Life has its own seasons; all we have to do is to learn and appreciate how to live in every moment.

Life has different surprises every day; we may perceive it as good or bad, but it only depends on how we will respond to it. We can use our umbrellas, our coverings and coats, but sometimes, we must also learn to let go and simply walk through the rain or through the sunshine.

In life, we all have a great umbrella of blessings, security, significance and mercy if we allow Him to cover us and hold us under His care and protection.

LET GO of your umbrella and LET GOD cover you.

“Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” – 1 Peter 5: 6-7


Meet my Robins

Growing up watching superheroes with my male cousins and war movies with my uncle was full of fun and adventure, like them I dream to be like Batman and ride his bat mobile. I wanted to be the Dark Knight and a soldier. Being born in a Penal Colony where Justice must prevail, I feel more than safe and secure that fear walking home late at night never occurred in me. A gun or a riffle is part of every household, a place where criminals are captured and kept in jail. I was well protected and taken care of, many people looks after me. I feel no fear of the world, I also never experienced typhoons nor flood, for our town was surrounded by trees plus the majestic Mt. Apo. I was brave because I have nothing to be scared of. One tragic experience that broke the fragile in me was when I lost my mother; like the young Batman I faced those dark nights in pain and tears; and like him, I took the courage to stand and face the typhoons of life.

I woke up one Monday morning, the day after super typhoon Mina strike Manila; the sun was up and it was a good day to travel, so I got dressed, ride a bus, and conquered Manila.

Watching superheroes, I always see and admire the sidekicks, the friends of Superman, Ron and Hermione of Harry Potter, the Robin of Batman; and with them, I realized that in life no one’s alone, we all have our own Robins. That day as I bravely left home after the typhoon, I met the Robins that God has placed in my life.

And here they are…

The Youth

The youth of this generation having fun in the mud left by the typhoon with their dirty hands and feet, reminds me that happiness is a choice; we don’t have to search for it, instead we just have to decide whether to be happy or not. Happiness is just out there free and ready for the taking. Like these youth, they find happiness getting dirty while playing in the mud, enjoying their present believing that tomorrow will come with its own happiness.

The horse feels the pain when whipped; he feels the burden of a heavy carriage but he can’t complain, for its how he was rewarded. This is how he lives, it’s his purpose. The horse suffers but endures. It reminded me that sometimes we carry heavy burdens and pain strikes us so hard not for us to complain but for us to endure that will eventually makes us stronger.

The Tree

Every storm leaves a mark, devastation, and lost. This tree experienced the storms, but it remained standing despite the heavy rains and strong winds. This tree knows that it needs the heavy rains for its water, the gases from the strong wind, and the wet soil for its nutrients. This reminds me that life is a gift wrapped with different kinds of surprises; prepared or not, we must stand still and know that challenges are sometimes needed in unraveling the marvelous things enclosed with it.

The couple

This couple stayed so close that even the heat of the sun or the heavy rains could not separate them. They reminded me that through the storms, you don’t have to be alone; there is always this one (or many)  that will stay with you no matter how hot the weather is or how strong the storms are.

The old man

I don’t know the name or the age of this old man. I also don’t know how long he is living, or how many storms he has witnessed neither the problems that he overcomed and the sadness that he has triumphed with joy. This man reminds me that being strong doesn’t depend on the number of storms that passed by but on how many times you stood up everytime a storm knocks you down.

The Praying Woman

This woman reminds me that if it takes too hard to stand, we can always kneel; that when the storms came and thunders roar we can keep quiet, be still and know that there is someone greater than us. All we have to do is to pray not just for the storms to pass but for a better umbrella.

Robins are everywhere, we may not know them by name, they can be an animal or a plant; one thing is for sure they have helped the Batman in us not just to be a hero but to be a better person.

If Superman has friends, Batman have Robin, he’s a friend who stays in the dark, in danger, in strife, and in storms. Just like this picture of my friends, who stayed with me before, during, and after the super typhoon Mina.

My friends.

For five years I survived Manila with its increasing criminal rate and the number of visiting typhoons. I survived Manila like Batman conquered Gotham. On this day trip in Manila, I saw the Batman in me or should I call myself the “Dark Knight Princess” and you just met my Robins during super typhoon Mina.

Thousands of Robins are still out there coming our way every day; and with them, we can never be afraid of the dark and even with storms.


 Photos courtesy of Architect Rolf Gary Ridao taken on August 29, 2011, at the city of Manila, Philippines.